There's nothing more devastating than the death of a loved one. Your hopes feel crushed, your outlook on life is buried beneath the earth, and you feel you have nothing and no one to live for anymore. On Sunday, June 12, my precious, loving, sweet angel died of cancer. You may think oh its just a dog, she'll get over it. How could there be such heartless people in the world to think such a thing? She was everything and more to me. She never failed to make me smile even in my darkest moments. My princess was always there to love me and take care of me. I can't even remember a single day of my life she wasn't trotting by my side or napping on the carpet next to me, and just like that, she's gone. I never thought I'd see the day my precious angel would leave me, her death just seemed something so intanglible, so unbelievable. I know there was nothing I could have done and even though my baby is no longer with me in body, she will remain in my heart forever. She's my little doggie angle in heaven now, watching over me and keeping me safe, even though she's no longer by my side licking my hand to encourage me. She's remains my saving grace and always will. A good friend of mine told me, "
no matter the circumstance, no matter the trouble, no matter how big your burden may be, there is nothing you can't handle if you have God. he never gives you more than you can handle. he loves you more than you know and only gives you challenges to make you stronger. but he won't let you do this on your own. if you fall, he will be there to catch you. if you cry, he will hold you in his arms. if you mess up, he will still be there with open arms." I know both of them are with me and will help me through this dark time. Even though it may not seem like it right now, I know the sun will rise again. Rest in peace my love <3
Torch November 19, 2000 - June 12, 2011 <3